Mysterious Journey of Self-Discovery
I enjoy spending time in my own head bottling up emotions and thoughts, however I don’t tend to forget them. I keep them all up in my head and this is what inspired the rantings of a beautiful mind.
Although I usually spend time on my blog when I feel I need to, I also try to use what I have gained in terms of knowledge and insight to inspire growth and understanding in others.
So, I have spent a lot of time wondering to myself. If I could write a book about life, about experiences, growth, knowledge, pain, loss, love and everything else that life was able to give. Perhaps putting a pen to paper, or in this case, fingers to keyboard, what would I want to achieve.
A little insight about me, if you don’t know who I am. I’m just a regular guy that’s trying to achieve his dreams and live life. I’m a sucker for love, but also career driven. I have a lot going on in this brain and no where to let it out without the thought of feeling judged or the condescending looks that come with telling your story. So if you journey through my blog, do so at your own will. Know that I share a lot, and know that if you feel judgemental or in any form odd, it’s on you. I don’t care, and I don’t see it or allow commentary or in any way track statistics to this blog. So I keep myself safe, and you from being arrogant if you feel the need to.
See, I’m literally what one would define as a nobody; or I always lived my life that way till after school, when I started life, and decided to become something. Something more than someone’s child, someone’s sibling, or someone’s cousin. Because that’s all I ever had in life, was family. I still do, and love each dearly. But with that – there are missing parts to that puzzle I’ve willingly disposed of or let go of, which has allowed me the space to grow, and enabled me to achieve and work harder for the things I have in life.
I’m just a no-one, who has lost so much, and gained so little. I’ve been everything from an under achiever to a people pleaser. I’ve been a love sick puppy and a heart broken half of something I wished was my forever, yet through my journey I remain loved – By new acquaintances that I can now call dear friends, while also having lost so called friends who I have been there for over many years, decades even. Although it’s a bitter part of life, I believe that letting things go, allows me to grow in other places. Somewhat of a Hydra if you will. Cut off my head and 3 will grow back.
There has been so much in my past years that I would share, But instead of writing it out, I’ve kind of poetized it, made it inspirational and kept it simple.
One thing everyone needs to remember is; no matter how tough life is, or gets. Get up, show up and carry on even if its at a slow pace. Put one foot in front of the other and by no means tread backward. Be the change you want to see in the world and stive to be happy.
Work hard, achieve your goals and reward yourself with even the most simple of things to remind yourself why you keep fighting to stay on this round planet we call earth. Look up at the night sky, appreciate the moon, and know that everyone, all over the world can at least see the same thing you do.
Be thankful for the little graces you have in life, even if you feel that you are worth more. If you have a roof over your head, a meal to eat, a job to earn an income and a place to rest, then you’ve done well. Give yourself time and inspire others to be better.
Remember to live life, and enjoy every beautiful day you can. Because there are some that can’t. Strive to be better, to change and to inspire yourself and others around you. It’s the most insignificant and small things that others do that keep me humble and happy, glad to be associated with people who can appreciate my kindness and reciprocate it with endless gratitude.